About.

i am always at the gym. depressed perhaps. i don't fap, nor listen to music, nor reading, everything else is purposeless, meaningless.. i forgot how to cry or laugh. only motive to go outside is see girls ass of whom I could only dream of fucking i am ashamed to speak with everyone. I only nod. Not knowing if that's a sign of respect or a sign that they can't be verabal and talk to me. i haven't been on on social media since 5 years i use my studying computer only for eveything else but studying i pay for my phone but i only use it for the timer at the gym im always paranoid i wish to die in my sleep every night but i always wake up to the next day /nightwalk/ i haven't made a friend since 2006, since the year i was born.